So, I have been trying to write something for a couple of weeks now. This confirms my thought that I should not do this for a living!
Today I had a job interview! I have been part time at our small business, or a stay at home mom since the end of 2008. Interviewing for a position in the outside world, among strangers is HUGE! I was so nervous because I truly want this job. I feel like I can somehow make a difference by working with our community. Possibly bettering this small town so my kids will want to come back home to work and raise their families. Now that I made it through the interview, I am nervous thinking about the fact that I might actually get this job and have to leave my boys. It makes my stomach hurt to think about leaving them! Although it is only part time, I will sti miss breakfast and lunch. I will miss the things that I vowed to never take for granted before I ever had children.
The good news is that I might regain a little of my sanity after years of baby talk and cartoons. I should also be able to run more, I hope. My hubby is going to have to take on a bigger role with laundry and night shifts with the kids. It's definitely time for me to do something with myself. I need some ME time. I need to run. Preferably outside!!
It just cracks me up that you were nervous! I've never seen you nervous before any of our races, you are so laid back...now me on the other hand I have the bundle of nerves leading up to the race but once there I'm good. I think you will be awesome at anything you do; but if anything you will regain some sanity and have adult conversations... LOL.
ReplyDeleteI still haven't heard about the job! But I am assuming it's a no! So, looking forward to playing in the sun all summer now :) always looking on the bright side!
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